/this could be a good excuse NOT TO GIVE A FUCK.
this repression is making me insane.
i hold everything in to make sure no one gets hurt.
even when it will hurt me more.
but it's like all my patience is gone.
eventually i can't stop it from slipping away, and everything finally starts to spill out the sides, seep through the cracks. where i can't catch it fast enough to stop it.
and you fell apart too, and i don't like what you are. you don't either, so don't even bother to deny it.
"board up the windows to keep the morning from intrustion. left it on the doorknob, could you please just not disturb? on days like this we find it so hard to push ourselves up and out of bed, when nothing falls in favour of... i have so many things i would like to explain to you, but i don't know just how to communicate. i can't take this body shaking, dress and we'll begin. nights can be so violent when beds become vacant. now i've blown it once again, this would have the last offense and you should have been here months ago with open arms and honest face. address full doubt you've ever felt frustration, well i'm choking on it now, and it's the hardest thing for me to shake. i have so many things i would like to explain to you. but i don't know just how to communicate. i can't take this body shaking, dress and we'll begin. nights can be violent when beds become vacant."- from autumn to ashes.
xo.michy
i hold everything in to make sure no one gets hurt.
even when it will hurt me more.
but it's like all my patience is gone.
eventually i can't stop it from slipping away, and everything finally starts to spill out the sides, seep through the cracks. where i can't catch it fast enough to stop it.
and you fell apart too, and i don't like what you are. you don't either, so don't even bother to deny it.
"board up the windows to keep the morning from intrustion. left it on the doorknob, could you please just not disturb? on days like this we find it so hard to push ourselves up and out of bed, when nothing falls in favour of... i have so many things i would like to explain to you, but i don't know just how to communicate. i can't take this body shaking, dress and we'll begin. nights can be so violent when beds become vacant. now i've blown it once again, this would have the last offense and you should have been here months ago with open arms and honest face. address full doubt you've ever felt frustration, well i'm choking on it now, and it's the hardest thing for me to shake. i have so many things i would like to explain to you. but i don't know just how to communicate. i can't take this body shaking, dress and we'll begin. nights can be violent when beds become vacant."- from autumn to ashes.
xo.michy