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heyyy..
well sacramento was awsome!
but it sucks because some of my best friends wont be here next year
jimmy, justin(im listening to ludacris and everytime i hear blueberry i think of you!) samantha stephanie josh carine joseph shivan woody azad...you guys impacted my life!
yeaa guys snickers killed reeces lol...but they are both equal to me
anywase
school sucks..when does it not?
i feel like such a failure. my grades are horrible, i procrastinate sooo much, i havent even started driving school yet, my life at home sucks..and i dont know what to think about whats his name.. too much confusion..and its my fault! i cant even talk to the kid in person for gods sake! i hate being shy. thats something i wish i could take away from my life. i cant sleep at nite because of my dad and how miserable my mom is...i would die for her to be happy. my friends are all i really have right now ...so thanks guys!
there is something stopping me from talking to him... i just wish i knew what it was...