it's been a super long time since my last update.
to you..the boy who changed my world for the worst.
you used me. i thought i loved you. you've been one of my bestfriends since we were 13/14. i didn't lie. what i told you was the truth. it was yours. they were yours. but they're gone now because it wasn't meant to be i guess. it still haunts me to this day however, when i see little ones i think about what ours would've looked like. you weren't there for me in the hardest days of my life. you tell your friends lies so they don't like me anymore. how could you? i lost a relationship with a wonderful guy because of you. you're an ass and a nobody. and now you got another girl into the same mess i was in. maybe your mother will believe me now because obviously you don't know how to protect yourself. you're an arrogant bastard who i pray karma bites you in the ass someday. i hate you so much you have no idea..yet i get butterflies each and every time i see you. i hate it. i have found somebody who treats me like a queen..tells me i am beautiful every single day. tells me he misses me every single day. takes care of me when i am down. why are you still in my thoughts? get out of my life and stay there. you are the devil & that is forever what you will be.
FUCK YOU NDL. (***)
you used me. i thought i loved you. you've been one of my bestfriends since we were 13/14. i didn't lie. what i told you was the truth. it was yours. they were yours. but they're gone now because it wasn't meant to be i guess. it still haunts me to this day however, when i see little ones i think about what ours would've looked like. you weren't there for me in the hardest days of my life. you tell your friends lies so they don't like me anymore. how could you? i lost a relationship with a wonderful guy because of you. you're an ass and a nobody. and now you got another girl into the same mess i was in. maybe your mother will believe me now because obviously you don't know how to protect yourself. you're an arrogant bastard who i pray karma bites you in the ass someday. i hate you so much you have no idea..yet i get butterflies each and every time i see you. i hate it. i have found somebody who treats me like a queen..tells me i am beautiful every single day. tells me he misses me every single day. takes care of me when i am down. why are you still in my thoughts? get out of my life and stay there. you are the devil & that is forever what you will be.
FUCK YOU NDL. (***)