i dable in destruction

[juice_boxxor]

some pain is better
statistics can lie
my dollie dress fits better
i don't want to cry

some numbers are perfect
the weakness they demand is a reason to live
they fill my soul with vapid bliss

i'll play tea with my empty cups untill i forget flesh
a neck too weak for the weight of my head
but thoughts so light, they don't crush my eyes

differences
baby doll and barbie
broken and lost
i don't need to be fixed, i just want to go home

i find acceptance from self loathing toys
no one wants to play with us
affection from the other side of the display case is all we cry for
please don't touch

knowledge is a flaw
i know jealousy isn't love
envy me with a kiss is all i seem to want