its monday morning...
another weekend..gone! i worked saturday and sunday. friday night was supposed to be my night o' fun. it was more like me sucking at life more than i ever have before..ever. my friends were good to me though, but i didnt deserve it. anyway i worked saturday..saturday night the crew was at bretts- i didnt want to be a complete party-pooper. i put on a happy face..went to dinner with my parents in newark. it was fine. because of my grades my dad is going to start looking into getting me another car for the spring.. acted happy about it. i mean im happy about it..its just whatever. my mom is going to book a trip for aruba for the summer as her gift to me. thats fun. so whatever-i went to bretts. we watched napolean dynamite because thats what i wanted to do. i laughed like a lot. like even when it wasnt funny..i just needed to freakin *smile about something. so everyone filled me in on fridays party that i left. im going to be completely free this weekend coming up.. like no work at all. not friday, not saturday, not even sunday! soo we are partying again just for me. if things dont get better soon im going to flip.. i cant even think straight. and apparently im acting 'mad weird'. eh whatever- im happy..i am a happy person who right now is hungry because she did not eat since breakfast..