Director's Award
It's not that I didn't win, it's that people keep saying that I should've won! I mean, yes of course I'm upset, and I know that the judges are probably idiots and I know that I could've won, but for me, being able to go out into the public and sing, is winning! For me, this competition wasn't about winning. It was about being able to go out there and do it! This is Jessica's last year here and she doesn't get another chance! I do! So in my opinion, she deserves the award as much as I do! The only thing that sucks is that she didn't even want it and I wanted it so badly. I wanted it more than I even thought I did! But I'm just glad I was able to do it and that a lot of my friends came to see me! I know that they'll always luv me and be there for me no matter what! I luv u guys so much!