Crankybitch
That's what my LJ name should be! I'm cranky today. My brother and his fiance left this morning and I feel guilty for being so relieved they are gone. They stressed me out beyond belief. She was a bitch last night, but none of us were real chipper anyway so I can't hold that against her. Once the argument on friday night about me moving home was over, they really had nothing to say.
Part of me wants to move closer to home cuz I would love to be able to see Mom (and dad!) more often, but I don't want to leave California. The friends I've made...I have NEVER had friends like that before and I won't give that up yet. It sucks. In California, I miss Michigan terribly, in Michigan, I miss california. If I decide to move somewhere other than california, I'll miss out on everything my Cali friends are doing, I still won't be by my parents because I'm NOT moving to michigan, mostly to spite my brother. I wonder if he knows it's his fault I won't ever move back. If he'd back off a bit, it could be something to consider, but still...not anytime soon! I'm not ready to leave California...at least I don't think so yet.
*sigh* So, I come home Wednesday night, just in time to go out for NYE festivities, whatever they may be. That'll be fun. Hopefully today Im' just in a funky mood and it'll go away later!
OK...gonna go catch up on everyone's posts!!
Part of me wants to move closer to home cuz I would love to be able to see Mom (and dad!) more often, but I don't want to leave California. The friends I've made...I have NEVER had friends like that before and I won't give that up yet. It sucks. In California, I miss Michigan terribly, in Michigan, I miss california. If I decide to move somewhere other than california, I'll miss out on everything my Cali friends are doing, I still won't be by my parents because I'm NOT moving to michigan, mostly to spite my brother. I wonder if he knows it's his fault I won't ever move back. If he'd back off a bit, it could be something to consider, but still...not anytime soon! I'm not ready to leave California...at least I don't think so yet.
*sigh* So, I come home Wednesday night, just in time to go out for NYE festivities, whatever they may be. That'll be fun. Hopefully today Im' just in a funky mood and it'll go away later!
OK...gonna go catch up on everyone's posts!!