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Sep 20, 2004 17:42



I never asked for nothin I don't demand of myself
HONESTY, LOYALTY, FRIENDS AND THEN WEALTH
Death before dishonor and I tell you what else
I tighten my belt before I beg for help
Foolish pride is what held me together through the years
I wasn't felt which is why I ain't never played myself
I just play the hand I'm dealt
I can't say I've never knelt before God
And asked for better cards at times to no avail
But I never sat back feelin sorry for myself...

If you don't give me heaven, I'll raise hell..

....i need to get that tatted on me to remind me each day to live within that exact mindstate. im on the (grand) hustle, the (steady) grind. im focused. im ready..you fall off? you wasn't never down for the ride then... im not stressin that people are backin down, fallin back not stickin it thru with me cause i can stick it thru my damn self and meet them on the other side with a focused mind, intelligence sittin on both my sleeves proudly with fatter pockets and a huge smile. no one is stopping me this time, its time to get MINES. i will not let ANYONE waste my time.. im done with the bullshit. thank goodness. and the realization that its SO DAMN EASY to look past the ignorant ass unnecessary shit in life and look foward to a better future is helpin me smile more and more each second i breathe it within my being and it feels so damn good..and its hilarious, watching friends..just, snakes in the grass disguised as people i used to love sheddin they skin after all this time. but then again, i feel like im sheddin skin as well, new chapter, new outlook, startin new with a new palate in front of me and a blank canvas. now i control the brush; where i can go, what i can do, how i can do it, what i'll make of it.... the world is mine.

life is good.............. godbless.
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