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....late night ass rantings due to me being a fuckin insomniac. clock reads 12:32AM and my phone died on christian {morenito} disruptin our conversation on the future of the 49ers, the mutual respect towards ray lewis (even if i dont praise him too much) and the wackness or in chris case, 'the glory that is..' terrell owens......prior to that, i was speakin with my homegirl and... well lets just say shit might be coming together...or not. depends on how i handle the situation on saturday.
at this time, i'd like to thank my parents for not raisin me to become a ghetto ass broad whos first response to anger and hate is 'ima get my cousin/uncle/sister/brother/daddy/bighomie/neighbor/dog on you muhfucka!' i mean, word if you want to handle somethin, but handle it proper. dont jump to conclusions and want to fight a muthafucka cause what is that goin to get you? nothin but more hate and anger.
also, broads who think they in love. if you really in love, you stand by and take care of yo man no matter what. throughout whatever they may go through you stand the fuck by them. fuck what you feelin, what you goin through, what you need. yo muthafuckin king needs you to take care of him and you handle that shit so he can handle you and yours better.
'me and mines first' bitches aint gon get shit but bad shit to them, trust that.
what else happened today? i took lexy to the carwash, went to taco bell (their new value menu is OFF THE FUCKING HOOK!!!!), went to the market and read some magazines and came back home and finished watchin this smack dvd.
shawn has been busy. ;(
thats about it. tommorow (thursday), i have appts at the hair salon, nail shop and spa.... because this weekend? its a must that i arrive flawless. >;) shit could go down that would seal my fate with the man of my dreams (*cough*crushofmylife*cough*) yes yes yall, i'm grabbin my nuts and im finna be all cool calm and mad collect towards him after what happened today, ima be all good fasho.
rayray just texted me talkinbout he finna come over cause momdukes (auntie lisa) kicked him out again. big ass idiot. grown ass 20 year old man gettin kicked out of moms for the 5th time this month. *sigh* wack ass nerd. ima go through his bag and steal fitteds and long tees and wear them to bed. *giggles*
i never knew jim jones directed the 'oh boy' vid..thats why it's so wack. lmao. but i love jim jones with all my heart, especially on certified gangstas, although i love game with all my mind body and soul....jones makes that track what it is.
what the fuck kind of mood am i in? im re readin this shit, seems like im outside my damn mind this evening. blah. oh and next monday is my ex' birthday..... i will call, wonder what it will lead to. either awkward silence or it might rekindle a great friendship. i'm kind of scared. *sigh* i hate what ex's do to me forreal.
i think later today (after i take my ass to bed), ima play with the digi and shoot it up.
when i turn 40, i hope my husband looks as young and as fit and as fuckin.....fuck that, i hope he a ll cool j clone because that muthafucka, to wake up to every morning? DAMN..........
okay. enough of this, because i'm being mad random and my thoughts aren't properly collected for me to write any thing that could stick to yalls, most importantly my own skin (like melanin....hyuk) cause shit all crooked and all over the damn place. i'm tired. shit! and here come bet inspiration, which cues my bedtime.
and with that, i wish all of you an beautiful morning, and an amazing afternoon. godbless yall.
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at this time, i'd like to thank my parents for not raisin me to become a ghetto ass broad whos first response to anger and hate is 'ima get my cousin/uncle/sister/brother/daddy/bighomie/neighbor/dog on you muhfucka!' i mean, word if you want to handle somethin, but handle it proper. dont jump to conclusions and want to fight a muthafucka cause what is that goin to get you? nothin but more hate and anger.
also, broads who think they in love. if you really in love, you stand by and take care of yo man no matter what. throughout whatever they may go through you stand the fuck by them. fuck what you feelin, what you goin through, what you need. yo muthafuckin king needs you to take care of him and you handle that shit so he can handle you and yours better.
'me and mines first' bitches aint gon get shit but bad shit to them, trust that.
what else happened today? i took lexy to the carwash, went to taco bell (their new value menu is OFF THE FUCKING HOOK!!!!), went to the market and read some magazines and came back home and finished watchin this smack dvd.
shawn has been busy. ;(
thats about it. tommorow (thursday), i have appts at the hair salon, nail shop and spa.... because this weekend? its a must that i arrive flawless. >;) shit could go down that would seal my fate with the man of my dreams (*cough*crushofmylife*cough*) yes yes yall, i'm grabbin my nuts and im finna be all cool calm and mad collect towards him after what happened today, ima be all good fasho.
rayray just texted me talkinbout he finna come over cause momdukes (auntie lisa) kicked him out again. big ass idiot. grown ass 20 year old man gettin kicked out of moms for the 5th time this month. *sigh* wack ass nerd. ima go through his bag and steal fitteds and long tees and wear them to bed. *giggles*
i never knew jim jones directed the 'oh boy' vid..thats why it's so wack. lmao. but i love jim jones with all my heart, especially on certified gangstas, although i love game with all my mind body and soul....jones makes that track what it is.
what the fuck kind of mood am i in? im re readin this shit, seems like im outside my damn mind this evening. blah. oh and next monday is my ex' birthday..... i will call, wonder what it will lead to. either awkward silence or it might rekindle a great friendship. i'm kind of scared. *sigh* i hate what ex's do to me forreal.
i think later today (after i take my ass to bed), ima play with the digi and shoot it up.
when i turn 40, i hope my husband looks as young and as fit and as fuckin.....fuck that, i hope he a ll cool j clone because that muthafucka, to wake up to every morning? DAMN..........
okay. enough of this, because i'm being mad random and my thoughts aren't properly collected for me to write any thing that could stick to yalls, most importantly my own skin (like melanin....hyuk) cause shit all crooked and all over the damn place. i'm tired. shit! and here come bet inspiration, which cues my bedtime.
and with that, i wish all of you an beautiful morning, and an amazing afternoon. godbless yall.
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