Nov 11, 2005 00:08
I'm leaving for Sydney in under 6 hours. I need to finish packing. I'm tired, i just want to sleep.
I got a pretty blue dress...that covers my knees so that the russian orthodox church will accept me in on Saturday for my nephew Dylan's christening.
I'm going to be assistant manager at domino's soon, the boss told me yesterday that he wants me to...i hope i'm up to it! I have to wear a horrible uniform. Nobody ever come visit me. EVER!
Sometimes i feel sad how the world is today, on a big scale like terrorism and drugs..but also on a smaller level like lonely people and people being hurt. Why do good people die, whilst people with no morals or respect for others get to live. Life is not fair. I hate that as i grow up i realise this more. I just want to stick my head in the sand. Life and this world we live in scares me.
Also, on a smaller scale, what is up with the total lack of respect people have for each other? Everyone seems to be so selfish, out to get what ever they want with no consideration on the affects of others. You people make me sick. I'm just so lucky that the people around me aren't like that, but to anyone who is like that...please stay out of my way and don't come into my life and ruin anything okay. okay thanks! Because my life is pretty much perfect and i want it to stay that way.
Sometimes i wish i could just live in a bubble with all my close family and friends...and be protected from all the horrible things about life.