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I learned how to sew a button on today and tomorrow is my best friend's 19th birthday. ~Happy early B-Day Beth~
I talked to my mom Sunday. That was the 1st time i have heard her voice since i was 6 months old. Crazy huh? Felicia and Tarynn are going to Florida over fall break to see her and guess what, i'm going too. Only because i think i have at least the right to meet my mom and let her see how great of a young woman i've became WITHOUT her. It broke my heart when she told me her husband now of 13 years does not know about me. He knows about Felica but not me. It hurts to know she wouldn't even tell her husband she not only left an almost 2 year old but a 6 month year old baby as well. It's ok though because i will tell him myself when i get there, then tell her i forgive her but don't want her in my life. I've been fine this long without her and want to keep it that way. Geez, i could never ever leave my kids. I guess she just wanted to forget all about me...
I talked to my mom Sunday. That was the 1st time i have heard her voice since i was 6 months old. Crazy huh? Felicia and Tarynn are going to Florida over fall break to see her and guess what, i'm going too. Only because i think i have at least the right to meet my mom and let her see how great of a young woman i've became WITHOUT her. It broke my heart when she told me her husband now of 13 years does not know about me. He knows about Felica but not me. It hurts to know she wouldn't even tell her husband she not only left an almost 2 year old but a 6 month year old baby as well. It's ok though because i will tell him myself when i get there, then tell her i forgive her but don't want her in my life. I've been fine this long without her and want to keep it that way. Geez, i could never ever leave my kids. I guess she just wanted to forget all about me...