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This afternoon my mamaw told me that my dad's girlfriend told her that my dad thinks i hate him. That i think of him as the scum of the earth and i don't want nothing to do with him. That's not true at all. It may seem like it because we never talk but that is as much his fault as it is mine. The only thing he ever says to me is hi and bye. I never get no money from him except for birthday's and christmas. I mean hell what i am i suppose to do? Call him everday and tell him i love him even though he is a dad only to his little boy. I don't think so. I love my dad. He didn't up and leave me like my mom did when i was a baby so i at least owe him some respect for that, but i don't have a relationship with him like a father-daughter should. I wish i could i really do. It would be awesome the day i got married that i could play that butterfly kisses song and dance with my dad, but that will never happen. Ah well...you bitches are lucky who are on at least speaking terms with your parents.