Feb 12, 2006 19:48
I took this little thing from the entry down there but filled it out. Hope that's ok?!?
Name: Cat
Age: 16
State: ****
Email: Diamondgrave2004@yahoo.com
How long have you been self injuring? 2 years
How do you self injure? Cutting, carving into skin, burning
Are you trying to stop? Somewhat
Are you embarrassed about cutting? Yes
Do you hide your cuts/scars? Sometimes
To what extents have you gone to hide your cuts/scars? Wear long sleeves, do it on places people can't see.
Do you know why you started? My parents divorced, i was molested, my dad died
Have you ever been hospitalized? No
Have you ever needed stitches? No
Are you on medication? Yes
Are you in therapy/counseling? Geez yes
Do other family members, friends, others know about your self injury? some friends and my mom
Do you like looking at pictures? Why or why not? Yes, blood excites me to be honest
Have you ever tried to commit suicide? No but i think about it, im too scared and plus that would hurt my family so bad
What do you like better: cuts, scars, or both? Both
Do you have an experience with self injuring you would like to share? .....
Once i cut so deep i bled for maybe an hour then used that blood to write things and draw things. I have a collection of razor-blades. I love seeing blood and cutting deep. Once i cut myself up so bad, on my sides ( rib area ) my stomach, my hands, arms, legs and i was so sore the next day, i still never stopped after goign through the after math pain.
Is there anything else you want to say? ....
I guess im just fucking crazy?!?