Nov 29, 2004 23:54
well i think i might go to a shrink
all i do is pick fights with jesse over things that make no sense
im miserable ALL the time
i have to talk to the rentz bout it
but i think it will b good for me
im not crazy im just lost
i hate the world for all it is and i want some perspecitve in my life
i need a structure with some things
Im so sorry Jesse. I know i have be stupid latley and im sorry. i just am so lost and im sorry i know itz not your fault about the car and i know the reason you have been neglecting me bc of it. and i understand i just feel like im trapped and im alone. I love you Jesse James Robinson. You are so perfect for me yet i still manage to be a total pyscho im sorry please forgive me. I know you can only take so much from me and again im sorry. Dont give up on my doll. Your the only thing i can count on sometimes in my life. i ♥ you