wHoA

Sep 09, 2004 22:45

wow all of a sudden i have way 2 much goin on..
this complicated english project, and usually id freak out but its a challange n i act cant wait to do it. [[nErD]]
newspaper im writing my first story on the hurricane n its alot of work but i really want it to b good
drama club/play the drama club is really fun but wat im really worried about is theirs a play coming up n she only needs 18 ppl n i kno theirs a lot of ppl auditioning i have to prepare my monlouage for audition im really scared i wana make it soo bad
.key club i have 2 start gettin more hours n they key club has a lot of things goin on

ok sorry just needed to sort some things out. n its a lot of work but i feel really good n optimistic n like its a lota fun..waitin for something to happen n bring me down. =/n im suprised cuz theirs certain ppl in skoolim startin to get close to that i never expected 2. n theirs ppl i thought would b my best ones but their not so much.n outside of skool im startin to open my eyes about everyone, im seeing a lot of good things about my friends, but im also seeing their weaknesses. but it dosent make me dislike them i actually gain respect for them cuz i c how hard their tryin to deal with them. 4 example: i kno sumairas goin thru a lot with her rentz n shes not givin up i mean thats awesome. n humera hasnt really talked about it to me but from wat i c shes tryna make some changes for herself n thats also soo kool. i dunno isound corny im just in a good mood. n o yea the break thing with ri didnt work out so much. we just "talked" it out im still confused but im just gona c how it goes oo yesterday i ran the mile! act i kinda walked/jogged it. it was the hardest thing i have ever done physically i realize now how out of shape i am. it took me 12 minz for 4 laps. n 2day we did weight lifitin i could barely lift the weight. lol im pathetic. i kno i sound really happy n in a way i am but im also extremely lonely. i kno i can stand up on my own 2 feet n get thru nethin but itd b nice to kno that if i did fall thered b some1 to pick me up..kno wat i mean? well t2yl sorry for boring u muahz
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