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Definitely, I am a nerd but according to the test, I'm low ranking. Now, if they had tests for literary nerds that are into anime and manga, I think that would be fair. Although, I really could give a crap.
I just paid for my Culinary class today. I start on Monday and I'm VERY excited!
I hope this helps me get my mojo on. I want to be creative but am lacking the enthusiasm. I wasn't like this before. There was a time when the only thing I was doing was drawing but now, I don't have much heart for it. The doctor told me a year ago that I was going through depression.
I guess I'm a little bit zonked since I feel I won't be able to enter Savannah.
I'm also zonked because I haven't found a job yet. And my sales haven't been too profitable lately.
I'm saying this right now because this is how I feel right now. Later on, I might just feel better. But I feel like a failure.
It's hard for me to get up in the morning simply because I have nothing to look forward to.
And where I live is a shithole. Well, not really, but it's depressing all the same. It's like everything is stagnant, on pause, you know? I feel my life is on pause.
And of course, it's not like any of you should give a shit about this since you each have your own problems to deal with. I just need to vent, that's all, since I can't punch the walls in my house (in Puerto Rico, it's not wise to do that since the walls here are made of concrete; built for the tropics).
Anyway, let me shut up.
May you all have a good one!