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i think i'm finally moving on with things, and it feels quite good. i've felt more like myself than i have in a long time. hanging out with diana makes me the happiest person alive. theres no better feeling than having a friend who you can feel completely comfortable telling anything to, and someone to share all of your adventures with.
i'm still lacking in the job department. all i do is sit at home and be a fatass. i've applied at like 4832572957 places and still no job. it sucks. at least i've had time to go to the gym a lot -- but then again, since i'm home all the time all i do is eat. it's kind of a vicious cycle that gets me nowhere.
i think i have a few more places to go to tomorrow to look for jobs. hopefully this attempt will be more successful.
i feel like this summer should be a new beginning of sorts. i'm completely changing my life and behaviors around and i couldn't be more happy. in a sense i think i've lost my ability to fell towards certain things -- but right now i think thats benefitting me. or maybe i'm just tired of drama and choose to not feel anything towards it. who knows. there could be potential somewhere, maybe, i'm not sure yet, actually i have no idea. oh well.
i plan on being so in control of things this week. i'm finding a job and not breaking my diet and getting some sort of a tan. it's going to be fabulous. oh yeah, i also want a new screen name. i feel like i should get a more mature one, but don't want any rlugo crap. haha.
yeah. more later. i need to start taking pictures since my beer soaked camera actually does work. hollaaaa ♥