last night I.

[_blackmath]

fell in love with jimmy eat world all over again
cried
poured out my deepest thoughts
for the first time felt like more than your friend
smiled
laughed
slept better than I have in weeks
stopped biting my fingers/nails
sang
held you
sat on swings
screamed when Tampa won
dreamed
felt comfortable in my own skin when I laid down to sleep.

Last night, I just felt.