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why does life gotsta be this way? Here i am...about to get introduced to the most gorgeous man alive...platonic...and im not fcuking happy...i mean i should be...ive been like dreamin bout this since like forever...and yet...it doesnt fulfill me..damnit this sux...fudgemothers this sux...I remember...when i was so happy...w/ the littlest thing...the littlest smile....the smallest chit chat....now nothing fills me at all...and IM SUPPOSED TO BE HAPPY...but instead im just like...o...ok....hi.... anywhere i find the littlest thing and it just that painful reminder...but im ok...its that splinter i gotsta live w/ for...ever....well on another note...my poem's getting published..im excited...i'd post it..but uh...i dont think certain ppl that read my lj...would exactly....like it....so yea not posting it...its a secret.
"If i could break the spell...id run to him today...but somehow i know he's on his way to me... you and i were meant to be...for longer than forever...i'll hold you in my arms...its almost like you're here with me...altho we're far apart."
Just a lil quote for...someone...ha even tho hes deff not on his way to me...but thats ok lol
"If i could break the spell...id run to him today...but somehow i know he's on his way to me... you and i were meant to be...for longer than forever...i'll hold you in my arms...its almost like you're here with me...altho we're far apart."
Just a lil quote for...someone...ha even tho hes deff not on his way to me...but thats ok lol