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ok everyones makin these Happy, Sad, Angry lists so yea im bored so im gonna..lol im a follower, thnx carla for sparking my interest lol::: wow this is really long..
::Happy::
- Going into town w/ corinne and getin French Vanilla @ 7-11!!
- Tonys!
- Meeting lots of new ppl this year, anthony, zane, abel, lauren, gabby...etc.
- The Hockey games- according to Mr.Barr Corinne and me are "hockey groupies" ? lol
- Going out to eat w/ the gurls & ShOpPiNg
- Volleyball
- Playing pool @ Alex's apartment
- MY THREE FAVE COLLEGE GUYS OF ALL TIME: Matt, Russell, and James. Luv u guys soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much. lol
- Summer '04- awesome memories cant wait till next year!
- Having friends back me up during my emotional breakdowns lol
- Bitna not stabbing and slitting my throat during french b/c i happened to mention *ghost* too many times lol
- Being on the phone w/ my best guy friend till 1 in the morning- LUV U SO MUCH ANDY!
- Andy's doggie- Bud...hes the cutest ever!!!
- Andy making me feel better when i cry on his shoulder about *ghost*
- The beach! i miss the summer!
- hOt gUy sHoPpiNg!! good time good times lol
- bUbBlE bAtHs...hehe i love em
- Alcohol lol: Blue Sharks, Piña Coladas non virgin lol, Apple Martinis, Margaritas, Cosmospolitans.
- My gurls: Corinne, Bitna, Samm, Mariss, Aggs, Clare, Jasmine, Carla, Maddie, Laura, Chels, Andrea, Emily M., Nicole G, Nicole L, Nicole O, Nat, Emily G, Sarah.
- Getting my nextel for christmas!!!!
::Sad::
- Moving away.... :'(
- Not being loved...
- Andy not being able to do track...im sad 4 him
- Matt, Russ, and James living on campus 1 hour and a half away
- *Ghost*- its too bad we cant be 2gether...
- Russell calling me saying beautiful things to me..and turning him down everytime...despite how gorgeous he is...
- ha...platonic...well theres a reason his nicknames that
- Crying about some cynical jerks
- Losing someone i really loved b/c they decided not to talk to me... i tried...
- When people play with your heart...and somehow manage to break it
- The seniors that are leaving us this year :'(...Renato, Platonic, Jose, Andy...etc.
- Memories of *Ghost*...his nicknames ghost b/c he appears out of nowhere and ends up killing me again and again.
- Not being able to wear certain things, or listen to certain songs b/c they bring back past memories... sad past memories
- Putting everything that reminds me of someone in a black box hidden in my room...
- Pouring my feelings out to someone, and totallllly being ignored.(this 1 should go under angry too)
::Angry::
- My brother being and idiot and getting me in trouble.
- Myself: for believing in cynical jerks that say many things...but pretend the entire time.
- When people promise you things and break their promises. Promises are like hearts they're meant to be broken...so dont promise anything...
- BEING LIED TO!
- When people promise you they'll call you back, and you stupidly believe them, and then you end up staying up all night waiting for them..
- Not being able to go out w/ Russ...for my personal reasons....
- Egotistical, self centered, selfish, uncaring, cold...guys.
- The song...Beautiful Soul-Jesse McCartney...b/c its all bull...no guy ever fcking means that shyt...they're unfortunately all lies.
- Getting a 79 in English!!!!
- When you trusted someone w/ what u truly felt for them b/c you thought that they wouldnt hurt u if u were honest. And u didnt think they'd treat you unfairly.
- Ending up in the fcking hospital for everything...and they still cant seem to find what the hell is wrong w/ me...and medications suck ass...
..well im gona takes a bUbBlE bAtH...i didnt sleep last night...ive been up all night...im not going to state the reason...::Sad:: #s 5, &14...there are other ones...but ill not get into it...i watched the sunrise tho...it was beautiful..but right be4...the sky was this bright cerulean blue it was awesome