Dec 03, 2004 17:43
im actually ok right now...bitna knows why...i finally realized what this past months been all about...and im OK w/ that...and yes bitna..i DID hit my head on common sense lol...but thnx 4 being there for me when i needed to cry or when i needed someone to just listen...and samm and corinne have been here for me 100% of the time..and id honestly be lost w/o you guys...i promised myself i wouldnt cry nemore...and i didnt break my promise....*sigh* im so relaxed right now its crazy...i havent felt relieved in a lOnG time...and its official you guys im the biggest loser ever...remind me never to do what i did yesterday EVER again lol...those of you who know...yea whenever a situation like that ever comes up...dont let me do what i did...lol. Curiousity bites you guys lolol...well im gona go call matt b/c we're gonna hang out at his house tonight...so im gonna try and not get drunk tonight...bitna & samm i wish i could see ur face right now...lol ilu!...o ya...its not nice when ppl make promises and they cant seem to keep em....its alright tho.... :::bitna::: im calm lol..
O yea 4got to mention- Im moving :'( ...we still havent decided on Sleepy Hollow, or Rye and my step dad wants to move to Rye b/c Fabians apartment is over there..so idk...dont get all like worked up about it or anything..i just dont wanna come in one day and be like "hey guys im moving tomorrow!"...so yea...laters*