i have to get....

[_blackdalhia_]

im getting tested tomarrow, because of a rumor going on about my ex.
i feel terrified at the thought of dieing like that,from a simple cold, a disease eatinf away at my body.
No thinks i have a chance of getting it, but that dosen't calm the fear the possibilty.

when you hear something like that you can't help but remeber all the shit you did that was wrong, hoping that your views on god are true.
hoping that he'll save your sorry ass.
pray for me
please pray for me