Everything Stays The Same...
Wow, so after being away from the LJ world for about a year, I'm finally back. I really did miss my LJ, it helps me get out what I need to get out without necessarily expressing my feelings vocally. I don't have to burden anyone with telling them my problems if I don't want to, I can write it in my Lj instead. A lot has changed in the past year... I've graduated from highschool, Joe and I are still together (even though we broke up for a couple of weeks), Lauren and I don't talk anymore (actually, she's the dumbest bitch I know), Stephanie is my closest friend that I have, I start college in the fall, and I'm going to have a full time and good paying job this summer working with two of my closest friends. A lot of shit has gone down in the past year and I've been up in down in both depression and happiness.
Family life has been okay I guess.. My grandmother had lung cancer, my uncle just left after a 3 week stay in the states... he's back to Saudi Arabia, Mom and I have gotten a lot closer, etc etc.
I've met a lot of new cool people, namely James, Robert, and Drew. I think Joe is going to join the Army or Air Force here in a few weeks or so. It's going to be really tough without him here, but it's only to better himself, so I definitely support him. Stephanie is moving in with me at the first of July. We're going to college togther, along with a few of our other friends. It's going to be insane, I'm going to college with the intentions of doing pre-medicine and then later transfering to pursue my degree in pediatric oncology. Hopefully, I can make it through those eight years of school, and if that doesn't work out, the most important thing to me is that I love what I'm doing. I have a few back up occupations, but pediatric oncology is definitely my number one interest as of right now.
That's just a BRIEF synopsis of what's been going on lately. I'm kind of having a down night, things just seem to keep piling on top of each other and it's really pissing me off. I've resorted into the cobwebs of my cd book to the music I use to listen to back a couple of years ago when I was going through a lot of problems and a bought with depression. But it goes as one of those unsaid things... you know, the type that you don't open up about and that nobody seems to notice. No, I'm not having a pity party for myself... but this is my journal, and I'm venting in a way.
Anyways, I'll wrap this up, it's getting pretty long. I'm glad to be back with LJ... I've missed it.
<3
Family life has been okay I guess.. My grandmother had lung cancer, my uncle just left after a 3 week stay in the states... he's back to Saudi Arabia, Mom and I have gotten a lot closer, etc etc.
I've met a lot of new cool people, namely James, Robert, and Drew. I think Joe is going to join the Army or Air Force here in a few weeks or so. It's going to be really tough without him here, but it's only to better himself, so I definitely support him. Stephanie is moving in with me at the first of July. We're going to college togther, along with a few of our other friends. It's going to be insane, I'm going to college with the intentions of doing pre-medicine and then later transfering to pursue my degree in pediatric oncology. Hopefully, I can make it through those eight years of school, and if that doesn't work out, the most important thing to me is that I love what I'm doing. I have a few back up occupations, but pediatric oncology is definitely my number one interest as of right now.
That's just a BRIEF synopsis of what's been going on lately. I'm kind of having a down night, things just seem to keep piling on top of each other and it's really pissing me off. I've resorted into the cobwebs of my cd book to the music I use to listen to back a couple of years ago when I was going through a lot of problems and a bought with depression. But it goes as one of those unsaid things... you know, the type that you don't open up about and that nobody seems to notice. No, I'm not having a pity party for myself... but this is my journal, and I'm venting in a way.
Anyways, I'll wrap this up, it's getting pretty long. I'm glad to be back with LJ... I've missed it.
<3