my life...
So I've been reading through old Deadjournal posts the past 30 minutes or so and it made me really miss updating. :/ A lot has happened in the past couple weeks I guess. Work is okay I guess. They offered me a job to stay there through school and I probably will. I mean, sure it's boring, but where else am I going to find 10 dollars an hour to answer phones? Me and Lauren have started to talk again, hopefully we can start to piece our relationship back together. I miss having her as a friend, I've come to the conclusion that despite the fact I have other friends, none of the friendships compare to the one Lauren and I had. So we've been hanging out here and there and stuff. It feels nice, I'm hoping things will go back to the way they were but I honestly don't know if they ever will.
God, Steph is on my last nerve. She's been out of town for the past few days and it's been simply lovely. I know that sounds mean but she's attatched to me when she's here. Working with her is bad enough, but then having to come home with her again is horrid. Ugh... but she comes back tomorrow and I'm not really looking forward to it.
I've been hanging out with Tara this weekend and I've had a blast with her. That girl is awesome, I luff her. Yeah, so Joe left today to go back to Ohio for about a month. It was kind of a last minute decision, we had been fighting, etc etc. So he's up there supposedly with a good job. He said he wants to catch up his bills and buy a ring for me... but as of now, we're on a break while he's up there. I guess I'll probably go out with Robert and see if anything happens there. But who knows. I tried calling Joe to see where he was but he didn't answer. -shrugs-
I miss updating this thing, I know I always say that... but for some reason I just can't get myself back into the habit of making myself update. I suppose if I do make myself it'll make it like a routine again. Breaking my arm fucked things all up, no? Anyways, I have to get up in five hours and I really need to try to go to sleep. This is ending now, thanks.
God, Steph is on my last nerve. She's been out of town for the past few days and it's been simply lovely. I know that sounds mean but she's attatched to me when she's here. Working with her is bad enough, but then having to come home with her again is horrid. Ugh... but she comes back tomorrow and I'm not really looking forward to it.
I've been hanging out with Tara this weekend and I've had a blast with her. That girl is awesome, I luff her. Yeah, so Joe left today to go back to Ohio for about a month. It was kind of a last minute decision, we had been fighting, etc etc. So he's up there supposedly with a good job. He said he wants to catch up his bills and buy a ring for me... but as of now, we're on a break while he's up there. I guess I'll probably go out with Robert and see if anything happens there. But who knows. I tried calling Joe to see where he was but he didn't answer. -shrugs-
I miss updating this thing, I know I always say that... but for some reason I just can't get myself back into the habit of making myself update. I suppose if I do make myself it'll make it like a routine again. Breaking my arm fucked things all up, no? Anyways, I have to get up in five hours and I really need to try to go to sleep. This is ending now, thanks.