Aug 21, 2010 02:35
and wonder why you went.
It was nice to get out, don't get me wrong. And it was REALLY nice to see Carlo and Bea. It was just....weird. That's all.
I don't think I enjoy the "scene" much anymore. I should really just stick to shows of bands that I REALLY love.
I was going to go tomorrow night, to "show my support" by giving them money. I really would like to give them more money, I know what it's like to be on tour.....and they WERE at every show they could go to when we were on ours....
I just prefer to stay in my house. With my life.
I just feel like a completely different person now. It's the most bizarre feeling that I have ever felt before.
I can't really describe it.