Wishing so bad that it held some sort of truth.
I’m glad Meimi talked me into going to the Dresden Dolls concert. I hadn’t done anything that consisted of interacting with other humans since Friday, except for eating Easter dinner with my family, and I wasn’t planning on doing anything this whole week. (Yay spring break!) But alas, it wasn’t meant to be. There are people that care about me.
I don’t know why Meimi wanting me to go to the concert makes me feel so loved. It’s completely random. Well, as I look at it now, I guess I subconsciously distanced myself from my friends so that they would be able to take the initiative and be rid of me forever. But they didn’t. They asked me to come back. I had thought I was bothering them and getting in the way. But I wasn’t. Or maybe they looked passed the annoying part of me. Or maybe I’m just making this all up in order to explain why I feel this way.
I don’t know why Meimi wanting me to go to the concert makes me feel so loved. It’s completely random. Well, as I look at it now, I guess I subconsciously distanced myself from my friends so that they would be able to take the initiative and be rid of me forever. But they didn’t. They asked me to come back. I had thought I was bothering them and getting in the way. But I wasn’t. Or maybe they looked passed the annoying part of me. Or maybe I’m just making this all up in order to explain why I feel this way.