so you know what?
Im tired of my friends always hurting me
always beign total assholes to me
i dont want to deal with it
so you know what?
maybe i am being mean
Its better then being hurt all the time
playziggyplay: yea. you sure do love your friends. and spending time with them. like you do all the time.
MohawksEqualLove: okay..what are you talking about?
playziggyplay: um, youve been really mean lately.
playziggyplay: just in general
MohawksEqualLove: how have i been mean?
playziggyplay: like when you gave two shits that me an robin were pissed that you blew us off for dani
playziggyplay: ..and are continueing to do so
MohawksEqualLove: yeah i dont think you had a reason to be pissed
MohawksEqualLove: i thought that it was ridiculouse
playziggyplay: ok
MohawksEqualLove: and yesteday i had to go the computer lab to do homework
MohawksEqualLove: i didn tgo to the small cafeteria so i dont know what your talking about
playziggyplay: ok good.
playziggyplay: but you are still being mean
playziggyplay: but i dont want to talk about it now
MohawksEqualLove: well when do you want to talk about it
playziggyplay: not now?
MohawksEqualLove: cuase ireally dont see how im beign mean
playziggyplay: ok
MohawksEqualLove: well i would rahter you not be pissed at me
playziggyplay: me to
MohawksEqualLove: its not like you guys ever invite me anywhere anyway
MohawksEqualLove: so how am i blowing you off?
playziggyplay: at lunch
playziggyplay: it was just like
playziggyplay: tee hee, im gonna go ditch robin
MohawksEqualLove: i was not ditching robin
playziggyplay: and then jus laugh at kat when shes being seriously pissed
MohawksEqualLove: yeah i didnt ditch robin and its ridiculouse of anyone to be pissed cause i wanted to go to the small cafeteria instead
playziggyplay: if it ment alot to her to sit for a few minutes, you could have done that
playziggyplay: and actually care when we tried to talk to you
MohawksEqualLove: you came to telll my she was pissed and no i didnt care cause there was no reason to be..she didnt ask me to sit with her until someone else came of else i would have it wasnt a big deal
MohawksEqualLove: if thatswhat she wanted sure iwould have done it
MohawksEqualLove: whatever
playziggyplay: ok andi i didnt want to talk about this now
playziggyplay: yea
playziggyplay: i told you
MohawksEqualLove: well then why did you start it?
playziggyplay: and you were like w/e
playziggyplay: i mentioned it on lj
playziggyplay: not on aim
MohawksEqualLove: i meant whatever i would have say with her
MohawksEqualLove: so you wanted to start live journas drama?
MohawksEqualLove: i hate starting shit on lj
MohawksEqualLove: it always gets fucked up
playziggyplay: no i ment to leave you a message. if i had wanted to talk now i would have imed you
playziggyplay: cus that post got me pissed
MohawksEqualLove: how did it make you pissed?
playziggyplay: i dont know, it seemed jus like, well, no one else is feeling the love
MohawksEqualLove: who is "no one else"?
playziggyplay: if i say something, your just gonna start with them
playziggyplay: if they want to mention it they will
MohawksEqualLove: no i wont start with them
MohawksEqualLove: but maybe this is why there is always so much drana cause nobody tells me when they are flipping pissed
MohawksEqualLove: whatever if you guys want to be pissed at me and dont want to hear what i have to say theres nothing i can do
playziggyplay: maybe cause its easier not to say anything
playziggyplay: all you have to say, jus gets me pissed off further (i say me because im not gonna keep dragging other people into this)
MohawksEqualLove: into what?
MohawksEqualLove: the fact that i didnt want to go to the cafeteria with you one day?
playziggyplay: god. andi. can we jus stop talking? its so much easier when i keep my mouth shut and have other people jus be pissed
MohawksEqualLove: fine if you want to be pissed at me go ahead its not my fault but if you need to pin your anger on someone go ahead, it seems im alwys the scapegoat anyway i dont know why i even bother i reallly dont, i try to be everyones friend and i end up getting screwed over and left out
MohawksEqualLove: so fuck it you want to be pissed be pissed i obvioulsy cant do anything about it
playziggyplay: yea thats it im pinning my anger on you
playziggyplay: your the scape goat sure
MohawksEqualLove: im sorry i thought you didnt want to talk to me anymore?
MohawksEqualLove: or do you
MohawksEqualLove: im getting confused
playziggyplay: well, dont say something retarded like im pinning my anger on you
playziggyplay: and i wont have to talk
MohawksEqualLove: haha
MohawksEqualLove: dont say anything retarded like..hmm this whole conversation and then i wont have to say little remarks like that to try and keep up
playziggyplay: andi. your not a scape goat. you actually do shit that bothers people. wow go figure
MohawksEqualLove: hah okay
playziggyplay: ok your gonna have to stop fucking laughing
playziggyplay: cause this is half of what im talking about
MohawksEqualLove: the fact that i laugh
MohawksEqualLove: oh damn i know i hate when people laugh to it pisses me off
playziggyplay: laugh when your trying to tell them how fuckin oblivious there being yea
MohawksEqualLove: your not trying to tell me anything your trying to make me feel abad your not trying to talk to me
MohawksEqualLove: you told me you didnt want to talk about it
playziggyplay: well, andi. your pissing ,me off even further just trying to defend yourself. ill tell you when its not 1030 at night and im not tired and can put up with you for more than a sentance
MohawksEqualLove: you can? or you cant?
playziggyplay: ill talk to you when i can
MohawksEqualLove: fine whatevver, if you want to be my friend, you can do so cause i dont really have a problem with you
MohawksEqualLove: i dont really have anything to say but if you wanna talk to me about how im suposidly being mena feel free
playziggyplay: ok
MohawksEqualLove: peace
playziggyplay: yea w/e
MohawksEqualLove: what the hell is that sposed to mean now? yeah whatever? what do you want me to say?
playziggyplay: JUST STOP TALKING
MohawksEqualLove: hahaha
MohawksEqualLove: okay thats cool
MohawksEqualLove: peace
playziggyplay: and thats a fuckin retarded way of saying goodbye to someone whos pissed at you
MohawksEqualLove: its not my fault your pissed
playziggyplay: yea it is
MohawksEqualLove: well i spose it is i dont know how but whatever i cant do anything about it
MohawksEqualLove: so
MohawksEqualLove: goodbye? hows that?
playziggyplay: better.\
MohawksEqualLove: alright cool
MohawksEqualLove: goodbye