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I am in Scotland at the moment where it is cold, grey and wet, but as it is October this is not really a surprise. I wish Karl was with me, but then, maybe it is better that he is not. I don't know why, but I don't want him to know how I feel about.. this. I've tried to act all happy and "normal" around him the past week, but he is not daft and I have the feeling he was not buying it anymore at the end.
I hate this time of the year. It has been 20 years now and I slowly start to wonder if I ever stop getting depressed around this time.
I am in Scotland at the moment where it is cold, grey and wet, but as it is October this is not really a surprise. I wish Karl was with me, but then, maybe it is better that he is not. I don't know why, but I don't want him to know how I feel about.. this. I've tried to act all happy and "normal" around him the past week, but he is not daft and I have the feeling he was not buying it anymore at the end.
I hate this time of the year. It has been 20 years now and I slowly start to wonder if I ever stop getting depressed around this time.