May 11, 2005 00:29
computers. yet again.
my last entry made things worse with evryone. oh well like i give a fuck....to let you nosey little bitches who NEEDED to know who i was mad at and NEEDED to know who i hate im over it and its not a big deal...and jill and rachael are the only people who know and will know...and once again im really really sorry rachael for putting your name in the entry i was pissed and i wasnt thinking.
okay enough of that.
today has been boring up until lunch were i attepted to play maggies flute. it was hysterical. i suck. i cant even hold it right. maggie gave up on me after a while. hahaha then i was trying to play minding me own buisness when this whole table was looking and pointing at me and me and mrs. mullet man...WHO KNOWS MY NAME...(i think thats a sign i get in trouble too much) ...told me to play a song...well i had no idea what the fuck i was doing so i started playing random keys and ended with some note maggie told me to do. she stared at me and told me she was proud of me...I DONT WANT HER TO BE PROUD OF ME....thats scary...the only time ive laughed so much was the lunch brennen threw some crazy moldy fuzzy wet fruit at this girl i ended up choking and running out of the cafe to the nurse. brennen didnt even notice...now that wouldnt be funny except for the fact we were sharing a seat. and when icame back he siad...and i quote..."im sorry i that i threw fruit at that girl and made you choke." oh man. i almost died.
fuck fuck fuck...shelley thinks i hate her. and i just said somthing mean to emily. oops. im sorry. and i dont hate you shelley. i think im going to delete the last entry because its causing waaaaay too much trouble.
but really i dont hate you shelley. im sorry if i made you think that.