Jun 20, 2005 02:37
well 2day was pretty much just a blank day..boring just chill at home..lol i didnt get up til 3:40 so i guess thats the reason y lol..well 2day i jus hung out wit my momma n looked at sum cars in da auto trader magazine..i found this nice ass honda civic or accord a 2001 in silver wit everything for like 6000$! lol i told my brother(cuz my 2 brothers n sister said if i got good grades wen im 16 then they'd "chip in" for me to get a car..n he laughed in my face lol he told me ru kidding me nobodyin this family(our poor family lol) gets a nice car for there first car u better lower ur standards..lol i was like damn't man! lol but im so determined to get a nice car..if only i hadda job..ive been trying to get a job for like months n all jobs r like 16 n older blah blah blah..so imm gunna have to wait..but i really needa job..so if ne1 knos sumthing get me the hook up lol..n please no 1 else tell me about the dunkin donuts on 84 hiring, i dont think so! lol..well yeah so 2nite me n my brother went ta blockbuster n got 'be cool' and 'ladder 49'..i only watched ladder 49 with my mom even tho i have already seen it..it was still good..i highly recommend that..i cried...again.(lmao gaby ur not da only 1).lol that is such a good movie.. but yea n then i jus been talkin on the computer listening to music..n well thinking about some1! well now that jennifer backed out of the deal..which was for each of us to talk to the one were goin crazy over..n i just dont think i can do it..i just dont kno wut he'll say n im sooo afraid of rejection..n last time i checked he broke my heart and got a girlfriend..lol well im soo confused i want him so bad but i just cant get up enough courage to say nething..ugh!well im gunna go so ttyl..xoxoxo jOrdaN