READ MY LIFE RANTINGS! they are few, so c'mon!

May 18, 2006 01:40

"hey remember that girl Lorena from like elementary school... and like middle school. ... yeah she's a lesbian, didn't you know? yeah so and so told me, uhuh, yeah just look at her myspace, yeah that's her girlfriend..."

okay... hi, tell me how it's any of your god damn fucking jerk face business... I haven't spoken to these kids in years, and even when I did, I barely spoke to them. Why do they need to be talking about me and my homosexuality? Do you know how many times a day I think about them? zero. I don't understand. It makes me mad though, it really does. And next time I see any of these kids I'm gonna let them know, especially one dumb ass mother fucker who can't get enough of it. Hey man we're not friends, we barely were back then, and we sure as hell aren't gonna be, fuck you, mind your own fucking business.

:D

you know what else pisses me off? hmm.. "Lorena, so are those kids that are gonna come pick you up ... weird too?" "mom, none of my friends are weird" "ohh you know what I mean" "please don't call them weird" "what's the matter I'm not saying it to them!" ... "anyways my favorite of your weird friends is Wilson" isn't it cute that I have gay friends? I think it's dandy.

know what else pisses me off? When things are perfect for certain people, and then other people, who are of course only looking out for one of the concerned parties, have to make a hug deal out of it, and then continue to tear them apart ... no one will ever live and let live, that's the problem. People don't want you to be happy, they wan't to feel comfortable... hey guess what, SO DO WE! And I'm not just talking homo's, QUEER! those weird kids, hey mom, most of my friends are at least 1/3 weird.. I don't know what that means, but it seems right.

OH! I have pictures :D of me...

hair

when I had just gotten in cut, it's longer now.
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its like this now... the color is so much cooler in person.


the other side isn't as cool, photobucker is being an ass though, so I can't post those, it's kinda longer and weird on my left profile.




boi

whatever, even if I don't drag well, I still think I look cute, and that's all that matters.

yes, I have to make that pouty face ^ or else it doesn't work


Little boy or dyke hot? idk. whateva dude, it's still in some way hot, especially how the pants are too big.


this is on my desktop, because I'm in love and they are my favorites


me and my mom were talking whilst listening to some t n s, and my mom was like, omg i thought they were boys on your desktop... whatis it with girls now and dressing like boys!? no mom... it's just the dykes. So I figure she's onto that , cuz she starts asking weird question about if they're married or have boyfriends, im like I DON'T KNOW MOM! ... they keep personal things very private... hmm.
Not that I can't like lesbian musicians... just, my mom likes to make nice comments whenever I mention any of my queer friends or things... and it's annoying. PLUS, frankly, I don't want her to know I'm gay, and uh, for her, gay by association is very real... and if I weren't a super dyke, I would totally be gay by association... yeah yeah.
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