different extremely angsty teenage things i wrote recently

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I could be your creep
I could watch you as you sleep
I could count your every breath
By the rise and fall of your chest
I could follow your every step
And be the gentleman in every bet
I could catch you if you fall
I’m in every shadow of every hall
I could be your friend
I’ll be with you to the end
Your life could be the same
And you won’t even know my name

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Mumbling stumbling humbling
My ego is crumbling under the weight
Of what I want
Stuttering Sputtering Sluttering
My words are fucking vomit
That don’t mean anything
My actions make me
Hate me

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Therapy for the incurable
Human disease
Build more cities to choke the earth
Harvest lighting to make a machine
Shock therapy for all mankind
Until we burn up
Don’t wet the sponge

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Wax poets surround me
Drooling words from polished lips
Spit
Split
Divide
My cheap imitation of solitude