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ik this is like my 2nd or 3rd entry today but i gotta say this..
i CANT stop thinking about him. i know its just prolly a summer crush, but i CANT just stop thinking. he always finds a way to invade my brain. i miss him soooo bad. i want to go back to camp sometimes just to see him. i miss the way camp was. i miss being surrounded my devoted christians. especially him. he has been going there for like 5 or 6 years. he is a good influence, unlike my last crush, and idk. he just sends off this awesome message to everyone(cept elyse lol). idk what it is, i just sort-of find him like idk how to put it, like irrisistable,however cheesy that sounds. at camp, we talked about lust and love, and the differences. i know like im not lusting him, or loving him(in that way), but i think i really like him. idk im prolly not even making sense. im just crushing really bad right now. i just want to SEEEEE HIM! or TALK to him. IDK anything!!!
sorry bout my stupid ranting. one ? though
IS THERE ANY WAY TO GET HIM OFF MY BRAIN????
plz comment bout ur thoughts or if u have an answer
<3
i CANT stop thinking about him. i know its just prolly a summer crush, but i CANT just stop thinking. he always finds a way to invade my brain. i miss him soooo bad. i want to go back to camp sometimes just to see him. i miss the way camp was. i miss being surrounded my devoted christians. especially him. he has been going there for like 5 or 6 years. he is a good influence, unlike my last crush, and idk. he just sends off this awesome message to everyone(cept elyse lol). idk what it is, i just sort-of find him like idk how to put it, like irrisistable,however cheesy that sounds. at camp, we talked about lust and love, and the differences. i know like im not lusting him, or loving him(in that way), but i think i really like him. idk im prolly not even making sense. im just crushing really bad right now. i just want to SEEEEE HIM! or TALK to him. IDK anything!!!
sorry bout my stupid ranting. one ? though
IS THERE ANY WAY TO GET HIM OFF MY BRAIN????
plz comment bout ur thoughts or if u have an answer
<3