ill keeeel you beeetch

[_bhbiadlel_]

It is forever impossible to ever live up to my own standards and expectations. I hate this.

I try so hard, try my best, and people say that's all you can do, right? Well, even doing your best, and losing, you don't feel good. I will NEVER live up to what I want to be, let alone anyone else's expectations and standards of me. Grrrr.

(most of you probably think I'm just being stupid...but I honestly just don't care, at least right now.)
§hrimps

*My bones are tired, Daddy
I don't get enough sleep
I don't eat as good as I should, Daddy
What's that say about me?
-Jewel

*I was thinking that I might fly today
Just to disprove all the things that you say
It doesn't take a talent to be mean
You words can crush things that are unseen

So please be careful with me, I'm sensitive
And I'd like to stay that way

You always tell me that it's impossible
To be respected, and be a girl
Why's it gotta be so complicated
Why you gotta tell me if I'm hated

So please be careful with me, I'm sensitive
And I'd like to stay that way
- Jewel (again)

I'm done now.