late night lover
He may of been late last night, but it was good to see him driving his stupid car. I can't believe I fell asleep at 10.30 after he drove out to see me. Haha oh well.
Anyways, made plans with Rhiannon and hopefully Tanya. And I'm hoping it will be cool with Bob. I can't wait to hang out with them, because we haven't done anything in SO long. I love volunteering boyfriend to do things when he doesn't know about it. He's me favourite though.
It's funny when you're dating somebody, it's really hard to balance the relationship, and everything else that was in your life before them. You love that person so much that you don't want to spend time away from them too often, especially when you land yourself in the "third wheel" position. But then, you start to miss out on hanging out with friends, and peoople don't talk to you as much as before because you don't hang out as much.
Between school, family, homework, counseling, community service, driver's ed., "tutoring", friends, and a relationship, the days just seem too short. Not to say that I don't enjoy myself while doing all of this, it's just so hard to organize and plan.
But then there are days like today. Bob had to leave for work, and I've just cleaned, talked on the phone, and been on my computer all day. And have done nothing. Days like this piss me off, cos I have no plans, no obligations, and until 5 mintues ago, no one to hang out with.
On the plus side of all this though, my dad is in California.
Anyways, made plans with Rhiannon and hopefully Tanya. And I'm hoping it will be cool with Bob. I can't wait to hang out with them, because we haven't done anything in SO long. I love volunteering boyfriend to do things when he doesn't know about it. He's me favourite though.
It's funny when you're dating somebody, it's really hard to balance the relationship, and everything else that was in your life before them. You love that person so much that you don't want to spend time away from them too often, especially when you land yourself in the "third wheel" position. But then, you start to miss out on hanging out with friends, and peoople don't talk to you as much as before because you don't hang out as much.
Between school, family, homework, counseling, community service, driver's ed., "tutoring", friends, and a relationship, the days just seem too short. Not to say that I don't enjoy myself while doing all of this, it's just so hard to organize and plan.
But then there are days like today. Bob had to leave for work, and I've just cleaned, talked on the phone, and been on my computer all day. And have done nothing. Days like this piss me off, cos I have no plans, no obligations, and until 5 mintues ago, no one to hang out with.
On the plus side of all this though, my dad is in California.