Feb 17, 2005 19:04
Right well, I was dreading today because I'd have to go talk about my feelings with the guidance counselor about making Jewish comments, remarks, jokes, etc. But I'm pretty sure it got progressively worse.
Because I had to talk about my feelings I missed my chance to study in school for my history TEST tomorrow. Which is wicked gay because I know I won't study after school. Anyways, besdies just missing out on that, I had to waste an hour talking to people I didn't want to, being stuck in an akward situation. But I learned something from all this:
*I am not allowed to have an opinion on Jewish people, black people, and other cultures, because I am white and without a reilgion.
So, I guess that means that life is a breeze for me and that I don't have any disadvantages of being me, cos of course all other cultures are stil being oppressed by our sick and demented society. Yeah, fuck that.
After all the stupid shit, I forgot D block to go sutdy for my make-up test with Miss Bub, so yeah I fucked myself over there. I failed that test and needed to do better, and I was really stressed and forgot.
Later on, Joe dumps his school project on me. He's known about it for a week and tells me tonight that I have to help him make a model of some African.
My mum came home while Joe was out smokin a butt so I had to quickly cover for him cos he's an idiot and decides to smoke and he's only 13.
I have 3 tests tomorrow.
I'm failing two classes.
I'm looked at as prejudice by the school now.
I hate the guidance department.
I mean 2 Jewish people against me...completely biased.