I really screwed up today.
Hay everyone.
I really don't know what to say today. I just ain't felling very well. I'm hurting inside. I don't know what to think anymore. I hope the girl I love doesn't leave me but the way I acted today, I wouldn't be suprised if she broke up with me. She deserves better than me. All we do is argue and I'm normally the one who startes it, and its normally over something stupid. I think she deserves alot better than me, but I guess I'll just have to let her decide. I hope we stay together. I really love her. She is all I ever think of. She is the most important thing in my life, and I hope she doesn't leave me. Its all my fault. I agnored her today. I'm really sorry, but I don't know if she knows I'm sorry. I'm just really depressed right now. I shouldn't have done her that way. I feel terable for what I've done to her. I know I hurt her fellings inside but it hurt me just as bad when I saw what was on the front of her notebook. I was just so....I don't know how I felt. I guess I felt like I was about to lose the person I loved the most. It may not matter now, but I got in an argument with my dad because he thinks I should find me a better girlfriend, but I think she is perfect. She has a great personality, she can make me laugh even when I'm extremely mad, she is just the perfect girl for me. I'm hoping it lasts forever with us. I'm just waiting to see what she says, I know I shouldn't have done her that way. I'm really sorry Jess. Can you ever forgive me? I'm going to go for now. If you are reading this Jess, I really love you and I always will. I'm really sorry for what I did to you. Please forgive me. I'll talk to you later sweetheart (hopefully). Peace out everyone.
I really don't know what to say today. I just ain't felling very well. I'm hurting inside. I don't know what to think anymore. I hope the girl I love doesn't leave me but the way I acted today, I wouldn't be suprised if she broke up with me. She deserves better than me. All we do is argue and I'm normally the one who startes it, and its normally over something stupid. I think she deserves alot better than me, but I guess I'll just have to let her decide. I hope we stay together. I really love her. She is all I ever think of. She is the most important thing in my life, and I hope she doesn't leave me. Its all my fault. I agnored her today. I'm really sorry, but I don't know if she knows I'm sorry. I'm just really depressed right now. I shouldn't have done her that way. I feel terable for what I've done to her. I know I hurt her fellings inside but it hurt me just as bad when I saw what was on the front of her notebook. I was just so....I don't know how I felt. I guess I felt like I was about to lose the person I loved the most. It may not matter now, but I got in an argument with my dad because he thinks I should find me a better girlfriend, but I think she is perfect. She has a great personality, she can make me laugh even when I'm extremely mad, she is just the perfect girl for me. I'm hoping it lasts forever with us. I'm just waiting to see what she says, I know I shouldn't have done her that way. I'm really sorry Jess. Can you ever forgive me? I'm going to go for now. If you are reading this Jess, I really love you and I always will. I'm really sorry for what I did to you. Please forgive me. I'll talk to you later sweetheart (hopefully). Peace out everyone.