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why are people so concerned with my problems? the things im doing have no significance to them! wtf are they worried about it for?? its my decision. well not totally but yeah! if i choose to take this path im not going to be dragging you down it. you dont even have to watch me walkin in that direction. im not even sure if i will be shown the pathway. anyway this is way too ambiguous. but please stop talkin. im soo tired of people assuming shit! so fuck off!
i dont know what to do! i feel like ive told you how i feel, you say you want to help, but you just make it worse! i dont think i have finished an entire sentence on the first try all day long! you are always either looking around or interrupting(not interjecting) or you just dont listen to what im trying to talk about. you are so consumed with him! im happy that you have found someone who you are soo connected to but you completely disregard everything i say or do. im not even sure if you care but anyway. you are so oblivious! i dont know how to confront you without just being another person on your case. im not like them though. i AM happy for you. i dont want you and him to become any less close. but you said yourself that friends should come before guys. but everytime you invite me to do something i always think "finally some girl time" and then he is waiting outside. for example: saucy q's the other day. studying tonight. he wasnt even studying with us he was just sittin there preventing us from doing anything productive(until the end of course). we dont ever spend time together unless its after 9:45 when he cant be with you. and even then you are on the phone or doing the work you didnt do while being with him. and another thing, you are so unaware of what is up with me and you know who. you think you understand it and you try to criticize it but you dont even listen when i try to tell you whats going on! gah i cant think about this anymore im gettin really pissed!
i dont know what to do! i feel like ive told you how i feel, you say you want to help, but you just make it worse! i dont think i have finished an entire sentence on the first try all day long! you are always either looking around or interrupting(not interjecting) or you just dont listen to what im trying to talk about. you are so consumed with him! im happy that you have found someone who you are soo connected to but you completely disregard everything i say or do. im not even sure if you care but anyway. you are so oblivious! i dont know how to confront you without just being another person on your case. im not like them though. i AM happy for you. i dont want you and him to become any less close. but you said yourself that friends should come before guys. but everytime you invite me to do something i always think "finally some girl time" and then he is waiting outside. for example: saucy q's the other day. studying tonight. he wasnt even studying with us he was just sittin there preventing us from doing anything productive(until the end of course). we dont ever spend time together unless its after 9:45 when he cant be with you. and even then you are on the phone or doing the work you didnt do while being with him. and another thing, you are so unaware of what is up with me and you know who. you think you understand it and you try to criticize it but you dont even listen when i try to tell you whats going on! gah i cant think about this anymore im gettin really pissed!