Jan 25, 2005 22:36
she walks like she's in a hurry, but shes not going anywhere. she has a cold. she talks like she wants you to think of her in a specific way, watching her every word. but when you treat her like shes acting she is extremely offended. she always tries to look nice, but she knows its a waste of time. she isnt smart. she does her work in hopes to reach her goal. she knows her goal is ridiculous and it will never be reached, at least not by her. she pushes herself too hard, shes involved in way too much. she thinks shes worthless. she believes herself to be invisible. she knows that no one really cares about her, but that no one says it simply because that would be rude. she tries to find comfort but no one wants to help. she knows her problems are important, just not as important as everyone else's. she listens to rumors and gossip. she is a fool. she isnt pretty. she needs someone to revolve their world around her. she knows that this is selfish. she wishes she cared. she needs to remember how to breath. she needs to say what she wants to say. she needs to be herself, and she knows she will be ...as soon as she finds it.