....i thought there was a reason why people that were in my past werent gonna be in my future....
<-( i view myself as a wreck. i hate being so, 'emo'. that just sounds bad, and is so far from me...me being me. im a happy person. i just go with life. keep on going. --usually. i just dont understand why this certain situation is holdin' me back. like...i dunno, i try to be happy and all...and appear happy like i normally am, but i just feel fake. because i know im truely not happy right now. dont really know what would make me happy. all i wanna know is why this is such a big deal to me. why does my heart tell me something completely irrelevant....? :-\
-sigh- most people dont understand the whole thing. i dont exactly expect them too either.
;-(
we went to unos last night. me, sam, meagan, and kayla. that was cool. kinda like old times it seems. then i came home, and felt the wrath of random people. then i got a call from casey 'tard' himself. hes such a loser. lol, but anyways, im peacin' out. later.
always
sarah**
-sigh- most people dont understand the whole thing. i dont exactly expect them too either.
;-(
we went to unos last night. me, sam, meagan, and kayla. that was cool. kinda like old times it seems. then i came home, and felt the wrath of random people. then i got a call from casey 'tard' himself. hes such a loser. lol, but anyways, im peacin' out. later.
always
sarah**