Holy Shit!!!!
I cant belive it..its like 5 in the friggin morning and im still up and i've had like 3 hours sleep in the past two days.
Im moving gtomorrow and im really scared. i dont know if its cause im scared of change or any of that shit ..but i jus know thta im dreadin this for one resaon or another. Maybe we wont get everything moved tomorrow...or today actually!!!...and then i'll stress out more. fuck.
one thing i cant belive is how much i've cried in the past week. fuckin tears...fuckin keep fillin up my eyes..its so wierd to cry now..cause im always happy. before there was my muma nd that shit..and then my dada fucked me over..and then moving around and stuff....and then there was that rough patch with amelia...and now that everything is finally fallin into place..we gotta pack up our shit and leave..
bye bye kilburn. You will always the first place i lived....yer yer..and a special place in my heart..whatever..no mushy stuff now.
Im moving gtomorrow and im really scared. i dont know if its cause im scared of change or any of that shit ..but i jus know thta im dreadin this for one resaon or another. Maybe we wont get everything moved tomorrow...or today actually!!!...and then i'll stress out more. fuck.
one thing i cant belive is how much i've cried in the past week. fuckin tears...fuckin keep fillin up my eyes..its so wierd to cry now..cause im always happy. before there was my muma nd that shit..and then my dada fucked me over..and then moving around and stuff....and then there was that rough patch with amelia...and now that everything is finally fallin into place..we gotta pack up our shit and leave..
bye bye kilburn. You will always the first place i lived....yer yer..and a special place in my heart..whatever..no mushy stuff now.