Strange how it turns out that way...
My fucking xanga isn't working and I think I'm going to cry. I'm in a not so good mood today. Wish it would go away. Its this fucking weather. All gloomy and depressing... makes me feel the same way. Yeah rain can be nice, when you're going to sleep hearing the rain, playing in the rain (come on who doesn't still play in the rain) etc... but looking out the window and just seeing gray isn't nice. I just want to go to sleep and wake up to sunshine. I hope tomorrows a good day. I need one. I want it to be sunny so I can swim the laps I need to swim-because I'm getting fat, lay out because I'm white and just be happy. I cant be happy in this horrible gray weather. I feel so bad today... bad about myself, bad about school, bad about my friends, bad about everything. *sigh*
Edit- 8:27
The most beautiful weather and sky is always right after a storm. I went driving, and the sky was beautiful... I already feel a little better :)
lauren
Theres something about the look in your eyes
Something I noticed when the light was just right
It reminded me twice that I was alive
And it reminded me that youre so worth the fight
Edit- 8:27
The most beautiful weather and sky is always right after a storm. I went driving, and the sky was beautiful... I already feel a little better :)
lauren
Theres something about the look in your eyes
Something I noticed when the light was just right
It reminded me twice that I was alive
And it reminded me that youre so worth the fight