Jul 20, 2006 15:44
im enjoying summer, but i dont feel like talking to people for some reason...im all unsocial and for some reason it takes so much energy to interact. I think I need time to just chill so I don't feel too bad for not being social.
Um, ok so guess what? Konrad has mono. You know what that means? It means that half the school inluding me could very well have mono too because Matt shares drinks w/Konrad and then kisses everybody and I think I've shared drinks with Matt and Logan doesn't share drinks w/anybody but me, but he might have it if I have it....it's a huge epidemic man. Well, I hope it's not. I'm gonna get a blood test asap and then I'm not gonna tell Logan if I have it cause he'll probly make it come a lot faster and worse by worrying about it. Also, he'll be very mad at me cause I gave it to him. I'll be mad that I gave it to him w/o even kissing him. I'll be mad that I have it w/o having kissed anyone!!! But yeah, I'm really tired lately (I think I'm getting paranoid too which is why I need to have a blood test soon) and that's one of the symptoms. ARGH! MONO! Thanks Konrad.
Anyway...I'm in a good mood right now. This week has been very fun. I went with CB to see Superman Returns last night and I've already seen it, but it was a lot of fun. Tomorrow we're going bowling. Saturday I'm going paintballing for the first time in my life!! Logan said he'd shoot me even if I was on his team. Ouch. I can't wait though. I've been hanging out with Matt a lot lately, cause we're pathetic individuals. His girl left (well, one of them, lol, the one he thinks he's in love with) and I'm a little sad that Logan doesn't like me. Anyway, Matt better not start liking me or trying to rebound with me cause I am not interested. And I am not stupid either, he's a little player! He keeps texting me all the time w/all this stupid stuff and always asking me to hang out. It's not bad, cause I have fun w/him and I love getting messages, I just hope he's not tryna start something.
Ahhh I can't wait till Saturday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Then Sunday is my first church in like 4 weeks : ) I miss makin fun of people w/Logan and dancing and stuff. Yay. And Bible study! So much to look forward to. I love lookin forward to stuff. Well I'm off to look at the symptoms of mono cause I'm a...one of those people who think that they have like every sickness, lol. I forgot the word.
Rebecca