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im at home
and i have taken some time to think about things
although i still have not worked out a solution
im confused and i dont no what to do
i ask for peoples advice
some say do it and some say dont
i no that i should just think for myself
but i have tried and i still cant decide
i think there is something there but i dont know
why is it that when everything seems to be going so well
that it all turns to shit
it pisses me off so much.
i dont know what to think of certain people now.
i really feel like shit.....