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well today i went to school again. i greatly dislike school. thats why i was so happy to get out of it in the first place, but now that im back i feel awful again. awful as in exhausted because I've been running on about 5 hours of sleep every day. i really dont fit in with any of the people i've met there. today we had to read a teeny tiny essay we wrote last night in front of the class (in spanish) about our family and people brought in all these fancy props like these big posterboards full of pictures.. it reminded me of the recognition dinner. and there i was with a scribbly sloppy paper i wrote this morning with a picture taped on back. these people are crazy. why put so much effort into it? maybe im just lazy. But i dunno... i hear people saying stuff like "oh my god i didnt go to bed last night till like 10!" (gasps.) and it drives me insane. and that's not even that bad. they're hard workers and they're happy and all that... but then there are some people who are snobby or just flat out weird. like tomato boy. he's so creepy but we (me erin & camila)can't avoid him! I have actually carried on conversations with some of my classmates but they are starting to drive me insane!!!! and i feel like i cant say anything about it because everyone seems to enjoy school and homework and everything. and I really miss my fellow Resurrectioners :-(
I'm keeping my fingers crossed....
well anyway i could go on and on about how im going crazy but i think i will stop complaining for now. for all of you who actually read this whole thing and got to this point, i applaud you. I know my livejournal is pretty "dull". but i hope to have something better to write about soon. if not, well, that's life. <33 love you!