Mar 23, 2008 21:55
Spring Break 08:
had a dance party for 5 hours straight with amazing friends. 4 a.m.-9 a.m.
was called horrible names by people who wont just fucking forget i exist for some reason even though thats all i want.
made some crazy random moves with a boy that i would never think but have always kinda likeddd.
stayed up until atleast 4 basically every night, but mainly always until 6 or 8.
was woken up by alex and lang (mmmm to both) at 5:30 in the morning so they could pick me up to burn cruise..then we just ended up getting drunk at 7 am... ha
had the most amazing times, and the least amazing times.
my dad had a heart attack, fuck that. his brothers and sisters can live perfectly healthy lives while they've been smoking and drinking their asses off for years, but my dad, who doesnt smoke or drink, and doesnt even drink pop, gets a heart attack. why is that the way things are?
my mom was told by a doctor that the type of heart attack my dad had is known as the widow maker because 50% of people who have one dont make it.
if my dad wasn't around what the fuck would i even do. i would with out a doubt shut down and basically become a fuckin amputate.