2007
so if i could sum 2006 up in one word i might say, albeit disappointedly, "Cautious". i guess i didnt dare let my guard down all year in fear of losing confidence, faith in myself and in people, and if i could say so more concretely, i was afraid of getting hurt and of saying/doing the wrong things. i think i've said this before, but one of the reasons why 2006 turned out to be a year of changes was because i had completely lost myself in a sea of people who seemed to be bigger (erm not JUST physically) better and bolder. while desperately trying to cling onto some sort of selfvalidation perhaps through my closer friends or through stupid things like grades i'd probably threw away a greater part of myself. i dont exactly know what either but it made me the person whom i was before and this year i was a different person. thankfully, i think i managed to recover most of it towards the end, when i found myself finally settling down and finally being able to let people in. so to all the new friends i made, and people i got to know better: i'm a grateful girl! thank you all so so much, i've probably already said this on my birthday and on christmas day but its never enough, so thank you meiling, HANYUN, yinghui, allison, louisa, tristan, ryan, hee, ervin, kal, seng yg and gb for being such great crapping friends and taking away the boredom,..
and to all the old friends who've always, always been there, tammy jialin lilin lim mian qy (we make a great bunch dont we, a great noisy one!), cheresa, denise (my DUCK! haha for 3 years and counting..), swaysah liu meiling, huiying, and of course my family:)
btw, nye was great except i wish that i hadnt drank that much (much meaning enough to get me too high, meaning not a lot) and done stupid stupid things like slapping people randomly (i'm so sorry i really am!), and other weird things which i dont think i want to remember. alcohol is bad for me. nevertheless, counting down together with great friends is more than i could wish for! thanks denise for organizing the party, take care of that fever!
have a great 2007 everyone. we'll pull through the As!!
and to all the old friends who've always, always been there, tammy jialin lilin lim mian qy (we make a great bunch dont we, a great noisy one!), cheresa, denise (my DUCK! haha for 3 years and counting..), swaysah liu meiling, huiying, and of course my family:)
btw, nye was great except i wish that i hadnt drank that much (much meaning enough to get me too high, meaning not a lot) and done stupid stupid things like slapping people randomly (i'm so sorry i really am!), and other weird things which i dont think i want to remember. alcohol is bad for me. nevertheless, counting down together with great friends is more than i could wish for! thanks denise for organizing the party, take care of that fever!
have a great 2007 everyone. we'll pull through the As!!