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i will try harder. and not think about negative things.
finally got my boots at queensway with chiaming, jialin and meilingg today! hurray. it was a good deal, only 41. original price 57:D and on my way home the taxi driver forgot to switch the price meter on only until after half the journey (when i stupidly asked him where the meter was-_-) but well anyway, cheap thrills!:D made my day,... better.
i feel like i've been living in a bubble. and plummeting through life blindly with such force and speed that when i finally come back down to earth, time has slipped through my fingers and before i know it, everything's changed. faces,names,... they bear a quaint sense of familiarity, but i cannot place them at all. its frightening to realize how much time has taken away from you and when you actually do theres nthg you can do about it. i do try to store away certain distinct memories, and replay them from time to time, so that at least i could save a bit of myself, reclaim a part of my past so it wouldnt die away so unknowingly.. (reminds me of hmt) but i suppose its all for self confirmation, and by holding onto bits of my memory i could actually look ahead, and get on. ? i dont know. and its highly ironic how i think of this, and then continue to worry about stupid nitty gritty things....god i feel so immature.