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it took some time, but im glad i've finally sorted things out.. more or less. finally learnt to adapt to and accept certain things, which leaves me relieved, but somehow, still a teeny bit disappointed.
but i shall not dwell on unhappy things anymore. its depressing the blog, and myself!
today i went with meiling to see the mad people practise their dance. damn nice! i was really amazed at how they could even .remember.the.steps. for one thing i canNOT dance at all, and i cringe everytime i hear or am reminded of the song lose my breath-destiny's child for.. certain reasons, to do with terrible experiences, and dance, obviously.. eeeks
and haha its funny how i like the aching/painful after effects of exercise; its strangely satisfying and it makes me feel FIT. okay, not really, i suppose it just means ur lousy if you feel pain aft exercise, but wdv hahaha.
on another note, im rather shocked/disgusted at how some things have turned out. erm this =/= depressing or sad. nevertheless, its none of my business and i really neednt bother, so just hoping nothing drastically bad happens. :S
but i shall not dwell on unhappy things anymore. its depressing the blog, and myself!
today i went with meiling to see the mad people practise their dance. damn nice! i was really amazed at how they could even .remember.the.steps. for one thing i canNOT dance at all, and i cringe everytime i hear or am reminded of the song lose my breath-destiny's child for.. certain reasons, to do with terrible experiences, and dance, obviously.. eeeks
and haha its funny how i like the aching/painful after effects of exercise; its strangely satisfying and it makes me feel FIT. okay, not really, i suppose it just means ur lousy if you feel pain aft exercise, but wdv hahaha.
on another note, im rather shocked/disgusted at how some things have turned out. erm this =/= depressing or sad. nevertheless, its none of my business and i really neednt bother, so just hoping nothing drastically bad happens. :S