Aug 06, 2008 22:36
i'm in love. with everyone and everything. the sad part is, i'm still miserable. i'm in genuine love with just one person, but that's getting crossed out of my life in less than a month. it made me cry the other day, on my way home from cleveland/chicago/lollapalooza. it was really odd. in the car listening to against me!, on 271, this emotion just overwhelmed me with this force that just exploded into a fountain of tears. anger. shame. stupidity. emptiness.
i really don't know what i'm going to do. i just don't. my world will be flipped upside down and inside out. for the longest time i've waited, only to be severely disappointed. to be left in the dust.
oh boy.